gosh its just after my 4th module exam n i am baccckkk here! lalallalaalalla :D :D :D
- reading world news vs. msian news is entertaining. lol.
msia: raja petra, najib on saving $$ on by elections, dr. M saying he's not najib's advisor, more
political squabbles not worth rmbring.
world: obama on waterboarding, iran's nuke negotiations, palestin-israel, environment
nuff said. :S
- after exam.
i so so so so so got so so so many many many things i wana doooooo!!!! woohoo!!
shopping
shopping
shopping
go home
debate
aids paper thingy
bake pie :D
go penang!!
go redang!!
meet ev1!!
owh yeah. must revise important 1st yr stuff oso.... hehehehh.....
the inoculation of ktsn's felo room with medic students due to optimal studying environment such as air con, near cafe, can bersiar-siar if tired of studying, got ppl 2 ask ques, got ppl 2 pressure u 2 study. it's OVER. ahhhhhhhhhhh HALLELUJAH!!! has been a week of so much pressure. (looks at pile of notes 2 go, the clock *curses* studyyyyy -cycle repeats 20 times thru the night until 12am)
i thank God so so so much thr were many instances that things i nvr knew but sum1 asked me the night b4 or, told me just the night b4 came out so thank God could answer. i also thank God for the felo room to inoculate! :D no1 noes how i wud have survived the heat thruout exam wk in my room if it werent for that place to escape to. :P
lalala. PPD paper in 30 mins. grin. after ppd, medicine n society. after med n society, PLAAAYYYY nola stil got OSPE. ok. study 4 OSPE. after OSPE, PLAYYYYYYY!!!!! nola stil got khidmat masyarakat on saturday but WHO CARES i'm going 2 redang!!!! hahahahhahah ok.
ppd! :P
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
eyes opened
i am breaking my own declaration 2 go offline til finals r over.
it's not a good thing. but nvm.
it's bn a while since sth inside me stirred n longed for God.
in last sunday's service, i was calling out 2 God 2 fill me up once again 2 see Him at work and present in my life. i felt the Holy Spirit in me arouse drg P&W but it felt like it just felt me the moment i stepped out of church. nothing changed.
til today. 40 mins ago.
i read Jacintha's blog entry about the small things in life that is filled with God's presence: the good morning breeze, the refreshing can of coffee, the little jokes and banter i share w my roommate, the cafe lady who said terima kasih, the comfortable bus ride to faculty, the everything in life that you could be thankful for.
and i felt His presence filling up my life again. i want to live this life for Him, for the purpose He called me fwd, for the gifts He blessed me with, for His love that comes with peace and joy.
that nothing else surpasses.
i was waiting for a personal encounter with Him. but then i realise, His presence is already all ard me. it was for me to awaken. and see Him right there beside, in front, behind, above, inside me.
:) do you wish to experience Him in your life?
it's not a good thing. but nvm.
it's bn a while since sth inside me stirred n longed for God.
in last sunday's service, i was calling out 2 God 2 fill me up once again 2 see Him at work and present in my life. i felt the Holy Spirit in me arouse drg P&W but it felt like it just felt me the moment i stepped out of church. nothing changed.
til today. 40 mins ago.
i read Jacintha's blog entry about the small things in life that is filled with God's presence: the good morning breeze, the refreshing can of coffee, the little jokes and banter i share w my roommate, the cafe lady who said terima kasih, the comfortable bus ride to faculty, the everything in life that you could be thankful for.
and i felt His presence filling up my life again. i want to live this life for Him, for the purpose He called me fwd, for the gifts He blessed me with, for His love that comes with peace and joy.
that nothing else surpasses.
i was waiting for a personal encounter with Him. but then i realise, His presence is already all ard me. it was for me to awaken. and see Him right there beside, in front, behind, above, inside me.
:) do you wish to experience Him in your life?
Monday, April 13, 2009
finals
finals in few days.
revision class today was good bcz it told me what i din noe. which was a lot. a lot. a lot. immune system. sth the past cny celeb stole from me. reminds self nvr to celeb cny for 5 days in future.
in the meantime i declare myself offline til exams r over.
Stress. is not an understatement.
revision class today was good bcz it told me what i din noe. which was a lot. a lot. a lot. immune system. sth the past cny celeb stole from me. reminds self nvr to celeb cny for 5 days in future.
in the meantime i declare myself offline til exams r over.
Stress. is not an understatement.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
recollection
I CAN GET ONLINE FROM MY ROOM!!!!!! *runs ard screaming n doing sommersaults* *crash*
now that is the most, n has bn the most, awesome, totally 100% sensible thing the college has ever done in this 1 yr.
aside from repairing the gym which i used to think is the coolest thing that could've happen here but then again i only went thr ONCE so it's not so important anw. lol.
UKM n jaring now gives every UKM student a chance to get FAST, reliable wireless connection from their room. no more cyber-cafe-ing in kah yan's room n feeling pai seh bout knocking on her door everytime i wana go on9!! yay yay yay yay yay...
bt now the thing is, everytime i on my laptop i hav the option 2 go facebooking. n blogging. UH OH.
NVM. for now. grin.
anw, a few current events.
not so current. just photos i nvr got 2 put up.
my mak angkat n adik angkats. :P
blowing that funny bubble thingee again. haha. recollection of primary sch days. we found that blow bubble thingee at a kedai runcit thr. :P
catching a photo with random kids n the mural that Khai Pin drew n is so bangga bout it. hehe.
n next, i mean, before that actually, some shots from faculty dinner. :)
towering. lol.
me n wei wei m roommie :P
another syok sendiri-kiasu-must-take-lots-of-photos-cz-already-paid-so-much-4-this-dinner photo.
from left: bed sheet, curtain, curtain dresses
next on, (oh gosh i go 2 uni 2 play or study??!!!), college dinner themed 'Oriental Nite'. they gave us those fans as souvenirs so must kiasu n take photos with them.
cousemates! :P
me n cher linn (penangite!!) - its a full view photo cz i wana show off the bangles n so that my face looks smaller- cant c pimples n look thinner. lol. just kidding ya dun hate me for making syok sendiri statements.. :S
n i tried uploading summore photos but connection (dunno why) failed me again.
looks like life isnt a bed of roses. haha. my bubble just went Pop. (aspirasiku tentang wifi kolej)
anw. with this. i end by saying.
i declare suspension from facebook til AFTER FINALS!
clinical tmr!! peads, O&G, geriatrics. :P hope it'll be a good fun experience. must not panick.
finals in 2.5 wks.
study!
now that is the most, n has bn the most, awesome, totally 100% sensible thing the college has ever done in this 1 yr.
aside from repairing the gym which i used to think is the coolest thing that could've happen here but then again i only went thr ONCE so it's not so important anw. lol.
UKM n jaring now gives every UKM student a chance to get FAST, reliable wireless connection from their room. no more cyber-cafe-ing in kah yan's room n feeling pai seh bout knocking on her door everytime i wana go on9!! yay yay yay yay yay...
bt now the thing is, everytime i on my laptop i hav the option 2 go facebooking. n blogging. UH OH.
NVM. for now. grin.
anw, a few current events.
not so current. just photos i nvr got 2 put up.
my mak angkat n adik angkats. :P
blowing that funny bubble thingee again. haha. recollection of primary sch days. we found that blow bubble thingee at a kedai runcit thr. :P
catching a photo with random kids n the mural that Khai Pin drew n is so bangga bout it. hehe.
n next, i mean, before that actually, some shots from faculty dinner. :)
towering. lol.
me n wei wei m roommie :P
another syok sendiri-kiasu-must-take-lots-of-photos-cz-already-paid-so-much-4-this-dinner photo.
from left: bed sheet, curtain, curtain dresses
next on, (oh gosh i go 2 uni 2 play or study??!!!), college dinner themed 'Oriental Nite'. they gave us those fans as souvenirs so must kiasu n take photos with them.
cousemates! :P
me n cher linn (penangite!!) - its a full view photo cz i wana show off the bangles n so that my face looks smaller- cant c pimples n look thinner. lol. just kidding ya dun hate me for making syok sendiri statements.. :S
n i tried uploading summore photos but connection (dunno why) failed me again.
looks like life isnt a bed of roses. haha. my bubble just went Pop. (aspirasiku tentang wifi kolej)
anw. with this. i end by saying.
i declare suspension from facebook til AFTER FINALS!
clinical tmr!! peads, O&G, geriatrics. :P hope it'll be a good fun experience. must not panick.
finals in 2.5 wks.
study!
Monday, March 30, 2009
today mental metabolism spiked.
spiritual gasoline low. i feel this urge to call out to God and just draw back closer to Him bcz i noe i need to and i reli wan to feel His warmth surging thru me n empowering me again. yet it feels like He remains afar and stil beyond personal reach. i long 4 that relationship and closeness to God i use to experience once again.
perhaps i was too busy w my own matters to talk to Him heart to heart. n i casted Him aside putting my studies n other activities which looked more important bcz they were extrinsic (lol) rather than intrinsic, above Him.
n now i find myself in a gutter calling out to Him again. bcz sumhow ppl. only. feel the need for God in their lives whn they're experiencing hardship. n this is how i presume God is calling out to us to come back 2 Him in the midst of our difficulties.
1. my studies. the chunk of topics to cover in 3 wks b4 finals. it looms in front of me like a huge boulder thats going to crush me if i dun run away or climb to safety fast enuf. (short legs summore wad 2 do ahaha)
2. sum unsettled business that involves myself, my conscience, friends. 2 issues to be exact. major n minor. hmm.
3. tots on isit alright 4 me to spend half of my 2 months hols after finals away from home. justifiable to my fam mbrs back home? feel like a prodigal daughter.. lol..
n that. is enuf to spike up mental metabolic activity for 1 day.
cheers to 3rd wk of musculoskeletal module!
spiritual gasoline low. i feel this urge to call out to God and just draw back closer to Him bcz i noe i need to and i reli wan to feel His warmth surging thru me n empowering me again. yet it feels like He remains afar and stil beyond personal reach. i long 4 that relationship and closeness to God i use to experience once again.
perhaps i was too busy w my own matters to talk to Him heart to heart. n i casted Him aside putting my studies n other activities which looked more important bcz they were extrinsic (lol) rather than intrinsic, above Him.
n now i find myself in a gutter calling out to Him again. bcz sumhow ppl. only. feel the need for God in their lives whn they're experiencing hardship. n this is how i presume God is calling out to us to come back 2 Him in the midst of our difficulties.
1. my studies. the chunk of topics to cover in 3 wks b4 finals. it looms in front of me like a huge boulder thats going to crush me if i dun run away or climb to safety fast enuf. (short legs summore wad 2 do ahaha)
2. sum unsettled business that involves myself, my conscience, friends. 2 issues to be exact. major n minor. hmm.
3. tots on isit alright 4 me to spend half of my 2 months hols after finals away from home. justifiable to my fam mbrs back home? feel like a prodigal daughter.. lol..
n that. is enuf to spike up mental metabolic activity for 1 day.
cheers to 3rd wk of musculoskeletal module!
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
doomed onot...
after failing miserably to study last night, dis morn i decided its high time i sit down, draw myself a timetable n start looking at the reality of a horribly jammed packed timetable i'm going 2 hav 2 prepare for finals which is in 3.5 weeks time. yes 3.5 WEEKS!!!! NooOOOoooooOOOooo.......
n whn i did it, i realise yeah, it's reli jammed packed full.
1. even whn i din consider the time i'd need 4 preparing 4 pbl
2. or the seminar this fri
3. or church / care group
4. let alone time to chill.
so in short FORGET ABOUT GOING OUT meaning CANNOT MEET AI HUEY DIS WKEND.
ok.
yeaps.
anw, last wkend, i had a 3 day hari raya visiting holiday in johor.
last wk i said i was going 4 khidmat masyarakat in johor. hehe. note the diff.
reality was:
-the kpg is some kpg bestari.
-my keluarga angkat's house is damn huge - bigger than mine i tink lol.
-her kitchen can fit 50 ppl.
-has 2 living rooms n 2 dining halls.
the community service i did was:
- help ppl take video of their drama presentation on mlm kebudayaan.
- clap enthusiastically after every presentation (wahaha)
- waited for the ghazal group to finish their last song b4 leaving.
- swept the rubbish on the road conveniently under a tree. no half kidding hehe. figure out which half is true. lol.
- painted the walls of a kindergarten.
the fun i had:
- watched 2 movies on the bus 2 johor
- another 2 movies on bus back 2 KL
- every meal cooked by my mak angkat was like hari raya open house meal. (awesome!!)
- din study for 3 days (NoooOOoooOOOooooo)
- hitched hiked on a motorcycle w wei wei.
- ate ate ate mee siput like it was my last day on earth. touch wood.
ok! gtg.
finals in 3.5 wks. UH OH....
n whn i did it, i realise yeah, it's reli jammed packed full.
1. even whn i din consider the time i'd need 4 preparing 4 pbl
2. or the seminar this fri
3. or church / care group
4. let alone time to chill.
so in short FORGET ABOUT GOING OUT meaning CANNOT MEET AI HUEY DIS WKEND.
ok.
yeaps.
anw, last wkend, i had a 3 day hari raya visiting holiday in johor.
last wk i said i was going 4 khidmat masyarakat in johor. hehe. note the diff.
reality was:
-the kpg is some kpg bestari.
-my keluarga angkat's house is damn huge - bigger than mine i tink lol.
-her kitchen can fit 50 ppl.
-has 2 living rooms n 2 dining halls.
the community service i did was:
- help ppl take video of their drama presentation on mlm kebudayaan.
- clap enthusiastically after every presentation (wahaha)
- waited for the ghazal group to finish their last song b4 leaving.
- swept the rubbish on the road conveniently under a tree. no half kidding hehe. figure out which half is true. lol.
- painted the walls of a kindergarten.
the fun i had:
- watched 2 movies on the bus 2 johor
- another 2 movies on bus back 2 KL
- every meal cooked by my mak angkat was like hari raya open house meal. (awesome!!)
- din study for 3 days (NoooOOoooOOOooooo)
- hitched hiked on a motorcycle w wei wei.
- ate ate ate mee siput like it was my last day on earth. touch wood.
ok! gtg.
finals in 3.5 wks. UH OH....
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
spam
let me spam myself.
i've jumped into Musculoskeletal module this week.
Dr. Srijit Das is SUPER GOOD!!!!!! gosh super super super good!!! ever since we had the doctor explaining Embroyology using the lecture hall n dental students lol this is such a refreshing lecture. he talks the speed of bullet train but he IS EXTREMELY GOOD yayy! i hope more lectures from him.
wil be in Muar this weekend for khidmat masyarakat. :P
n while thr are seriously so so so many things 2 do, like my PBL 4 tmr, n medicine n society seminar presentation on fri, i am procrasninating again! i'm going 2 finish the MS presentation at 1am on fri dan PBL at 12 midnite tonite. groans..
Msian Debate Open is dis wkend! bt i hav 2 miss it bcz of khidmat masy. brendan's debate troop apparently going 2 fly in from sabah for it. gosh. semangat! :P
times up!
i've jumped into Musculoskeletal module this week.
Dr. Srijit Das is SUPER GOOD!!!!!! gosh super super super good!!! ever since we had the doctor explaining Embroyology using the lecture hall n dental students lol this is such a refreshing lecture. he talks the speed of bullet train but he IS EXTREMELY GOOD yayy! i hope more lectures from him.
wil be in Muar this weekend for khidmat masyarakat. :P
n while thr are seriously so so so many things 2 do, like my PBL 4 tmr, n medicine n society seminar presentation on fri, i am procrasninating again! i'm going 2 finish the MS presentation at 1am on fri dan PBL at 12 midnite tonite. groans..
Msian Debate Open is dis wkend! bt i hav 2 miss it bcz of khidmat masy. brendan's debate troop apparently going 2 fly in from sabah for it. gosh. semangat! :P
times up!
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