life's made of massive decision making. every single thing you do results from signals that course through your cortex. will there be a time when u get tired of thinking, and all you do is to stare into space and make yourself think you're not thinking. but there you are. that's also thinking. ok what in the world am i thinking now.
some decisions are too large, too hard to make or just plain vague and we can choose to:
1. take that radical step to make a decision after we have analysed things through.
2. continue to be in denial and 'see how things go'.
3. get another person to make the decision for you. (this usually never works lol)
datelines prompt us to (finally) make our decision.
so if there're no datelines... how now brown cow?
you're disturbed by the thought itself.
you do other things to distract urself from it, but it comes back to you over and over again.
annoying really, because of its chronic course.
you're unsure of things.
should i? should i not?
ahhh forget it. 'see how things go'
but that annoying thought still lingers.
maybe there'll come a point when we can take it no longer and we'll be forced to decide. and we'll close our eyes, trust our instincts and muster all courage to move on.
why in the world did i just write that? what was i thinking? ?
2 comments:
I can relate to the chronic disturbing thought about something which I've been see-how-things-go-ing for a long time. And somethings stay the same over time and the thoughts continue to linger and be disturbing. sigh.
yeah totally get what you mean cher :)
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