Tuesday, January 11, 2011

Homing

10 things that tell me i'm home:

1. making a drink means heating up water for just 30 seconds with the microwave.
(no mafan boiling water in a kettle)

2. seeing the ground floor view from a table through the glass window.


3. watching hong kong Cantonese serials at 6pm


4. spending more than 30 minutes at the dinner table talking with mum/dad/sis/bro

5. smelling fried fish wafting from the kitchen to the living room


6. driving around town


7. having a grocery store 5 minutes from home

8. showering in a bathroom with a water heater, toilet, mirror and sink combined


9. being the last to switch off all lights and
(this is totally not my house grins)

10. climbing the stairs to my bedroom

The comforts of home :P

Friday, January 7, 2011

walking

have u ever been struck by that sudden feeling of nostalgia? when the exams are over, when the period of busyness is over, and u have time for urself and u take that trip back home. far from friends who're busy. u spiral down into solitude knowing the week ahead needs to be filled with productivity, studying and spending quality family time and getting a few assignments done and contemplating future plans. plans that require a huge rock of faith.


Friday, December 31, 2010

ending the year

ending 2010 in tanjung karang is sth new!

being in the public health posting was really eye opening.

1. i learnt to live in a community. i have a roommate, i live in a block of 16. i get to have my meals with a whole group of friends. never alone! lots of precious memories of seafood, cooking together, washing veggie :P, making tang yuan, bathroom gossips, truth or dare or rather dare or dare, binge eating together and making up for it by playing badminton and jogging.

ngan shan's door. her rat picture is hillarious! it looks more like a pig-cow. for some reason her room keeps getting rat visits.

jeram's ikan bakar. it come with a sauce that's superspicymegaawesomehot!

jeram's famous seafood place with the awesome bunch :D

ginormous ice kacang


2. i love fireflies.
everyone who passes by kuala selangor MUST go! they're like beautiful christmas lights blinking all along the river. and they fly to u and move around ur fingers. owh howww very lovelyyy! i rate it most romantic spot in msia. heheh.

this photo is totally from google images bcz i didnt dare to take photos of the fireflies in case they die of flash shock.

3. i saw how working in a district hosp and a district health office was like.
without the great equipment hukm has. and how important relations with ppl u work with are.

4. hands on fieldwork!
talking to villagers amidst the golden yellow paddy fields that are harvesting. fogging away Aedes mosquitoes. testing water quality. wow.

kill the mozzies!!!!

die die must take photo even under the burning hot 360 degrees sun

5. and of course having loads of fun!
visiting the funfair, screaming our lungs out bumping cars and flying through the night skies on a chair.
Happy Fun Park! hwever it has bn dismantled and relocated to another area goodness noes whr so kevin u wont get to go car bumping in jkm mwahahhaha..

the magic flying chair :D

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Saturday, December 25, 2010

blessed be the world

i was thinking real hard about what i should write about this Christmas. i thought it would be great if my post was impactful. Christmas means a lot to me bcz its a great time to invite my friends to church and share the good news with them. but i finally thought i'll write exactly what has bn revolving in my mind.

"Life is already filled with everything we need. When we want to achieve something, we work hard for it ourselves and that is where the satisfaction and justification for success comes. When we fail, we do not blame others. We do not just shrug it off as God's will and think we are not responsible for it. We blame ourselves. but we grow stronger by picking ourselves up from our failures and moving on."

Those are reasons why many do not seek God. Why do they need God when they are capable of handling life in their own hands?


Think of it this way. If life is already so enriching, wouldn't it not hurt to enrich it further with God?


If God isnt real, why do so many people experience Him and lay down their lives, put down their once greatest ambitions to serve Him?


You must have at least paused for a moment to wonder:
1. How experiencing God feels like
2. What is the purpose of this life and
3. What happens in eternity? What happens when we perish from this world?


Put in a moment to think. Do you really not care?


Merry Christmas everyone :)


*My thoughts are in no way meant to cause hurt or harm to anyone, in case some readers might be sensitive about this. i am not condemning any1. i respect different opinions. i am just sharing my own. and in fact, all i want to spread is love. :)


Friday, December 17, 2010

on the job


i previously mentioned about adaptation.

being in the public health posting meant going to the district health office and gov health clinics in a slightly far from urban area.

pretty soon you realize the work culture in these places is different from that in hospitals and the urban areas. everything is slower paced. ppl are really easy going. punctuality means being 30 minutes behind schedule. and if u're that new medical officer who reports for work there on your 1st day, u're in for a culture shock.

now our 1st reaction would be to stare in total aghast and shake our heads at the lack of urgency in the people, instantly labeling them irresponsible, slack, unproductive, superrrrrr malaysian and you wonder how is it justified that the gov service sector have workers like these who never fail to miss Minum Pagi and Minum Petang sessions daily and let lunch break cut past into 2pm. esp when its the Health sector where we're dealing with sick ppl who need urgent medical attention and such.

Being in charge (cz ur scale allows you to, even though u're new and they've been working there for the past 20 years and are as old as ur dad), you might think of initiating a regime change. You can make strict rules about adhering to punctuality, meeting datelines for reports etc. You announce your intentions in the 1st staff meeting (that starts 30 minutes late). You demand for reports at your desk at 8.30am sharp the next morning. Time comes. Nothing appears on your desk. Your staff act like yesterday's meeting never happened. you're doomed.

Think again. It's not going to be likely that u can initiate any change in culture in the workplace if no1's going to listen to you. In order to get ppl to listen to you, you gotta build rapport, get to know them, speak their lingo, know their background, become more of their friend, less of a boss. You got to have that public relation skill. That... subject you had in medical sch called... what's that again? PPD. ah yes. personal and professional development. you need to strategize. to find a perfect plan / solution to get things going and fulfill ur job requirement WITH the help of ur staff. You cant make them resent or dislike you or u're in for trouble.

take this scenario (from one of my lecturers):
A Medical officer calls up an ambulance driver to help him send an urgent medical sample to a very far place in the middle of the night. the fella refuses, saying he's Tired. the frustrated MO tells him off, and gets another ambulance driver to do it. he signs off a letter transferring the 1st ambulance driver out the next day. if u think problem's solved and that fella deserved it, you're wrong. 2 days later, the fella comes back with a letter from the ministry of health Instructing you to take him back in. He wins. hands down. apparently he's got huge cables in political parties.

there are a few ways we can look at this situation. Irresponsible ambulance driver who got off the hook with the MO as victim.

or if the MO had good PR with the ambulance driver, the fella wouldn't have obliged to do the MO a 'favour' to work and drive long distances in the middle of the night even if he really was tired.

thus the importance of establishing good relationship with your colleagues or staff in your workplace. no 1 can work alone. as a student we can still survive studying and managing things on our own without much contact with the outside world other than our circle of friends, but things differ a LOT in the working world.

i was initially disgruntled about having to wait and stone for hours when joining fieldwork attaching to the District Health Office fellas, but once i got into the fieldwork, fogging and all, i realised that hey, even though they work at their own time (never missing a tea break haha), they work efficiently. they get their job done well. bcz they're experienced and they Are passionate about their job. the old fellas who have bn 20 years on the job LOVe their job. they enjoy what they're doing. and they dont need a strict boss to get them to perform their job to their best.



Thank you for the fogging experience and everything!

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

Don't Miss This

now when was the last time i joined in to cheer for my friends in a College Idol-ish kind of competition?

Um... err.. never...?

I hav2 totally come back to Hukm this friday!!!

It's ESZ Night featuring the grand finalists of the Talentime.


Awesome poster by Kevin

Darn i must come back! Don't wana miss a great show!