Friday, November 6, 2009

online escapade

who'd noe i'd go home n catch viral fever from my bro. lol..

was walking ard like a zombie yesterday. n finally cudnt take it after i ironically read the last bits on Malaria. n just collapsed on my bed at 7.30pm. (which medical student sleeps at 7.30pm drg her study week????)

on high dose of NSAIDs for now. lalalalallala........ must recover before sunday...!

*pbl list for next sem is out. check it out on the fac notice board. :P surprises surprises... some pleasant, some less. lol.

Friday, October 30, 2009

blessed

it's amazing reli, how God works at His own time, and how He nudges u gently from time to time, reminding u that hey, the answers r there, but u need to take time to re-accept it, as u later on rediscover His purpose and timing (which wil make u marvel at His wonderness) and trust Him more.

there are times when i start questioning again n again.
What is Your answer, Lord?

Was the previous answer reli the answer bcz while i was convinced at that point of time that it was and He was leading my way, sometimes my faith falters and i begin to question Him again bcz His previous answer wasnt the answer i wanted.

And at that point, i wonder why and i ask Him if it is reli to be that way, why? and Lord, what is Your purpose? What is my direction?

but later on, i once again realize, He's right. and He shows me the priorities i have in life, Him being 1st while other things fall into place.

i do not claim to fully comprehend His will in my life, but i'm beginning to see it bit by bit, more and more, and it gets clearer.

How do i noe God is real? and that His answers are real?

it's apparent.

He is so alive and working in my life. He not only gives me strength, He enriches my soul, He fulfills and is, my everything. His love touches me so deep, and nothing matters more.

if u're searching, He can be your answer. as He has been in my life.

life isn't such a puppet show. :P but Mr. Puppet Sock reli does spring up meaningful fun and laughter in life! lovely. XP

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

180 degree difference of bureaucracy

the best experience of government bureaucracy happened this morning. :) n no, this isnt sarcasm.

i got a call from the HKL (hosp kuala lumpur) dept of urology this morn following up with me on a request i sent to them earlier.

story:
i went to look for the Msian Urological Association office in the HKL Dept of Urology last wed. 1stly, HKL had an information centre for me to ask whr the dept is. the lady gave good directions and phone number of the dept's office.

i got myself to the dept, n the security guard lady outside the office let me in without much questions.

i met the secretary of MUA n got to interview her face to face, all without formal letters of consent or proposal or bla bla bla.

she gave me MUA's email n ask me to email evting i needed wadever request / info i wanted from MUA.

i sent the email that aftern n called in the next day to confirm the sent email. the secretary said yes she has read my email n fwded it to the consultant urologist. she asked me to give her mon / tues to get the consultant's feedback.

today (tues) b4 i even picked up my phone to call, SHE called me to fix appointment to meet the consultant. WAS I BAFFLED??!!! wads more, i wasnt free on the proposed time of appointment, told her i got class, n suggested other time slots. she said, hang on yeah. i'll ask the consultant to fix another time n wil get back to u. in less than 5 mins, she called back with another time slot. *FLABBERGASTED*

Urology Dept of HKL should get like ultra mega A+++ star Quality award.

since when do gov offices let u do anything without formal proposal or wad more, ring u up to set appointment w u???

since now i suppose. :)


Friday, October 9, 2009

running... a hamster's cycle.

phenomenal lax.

1. when too busy, we complain n say we're dying n not enough time n complain too much work n compare ourselves w ev1 else.

2. when we have the time, we sit down, relax n start to lax. ending up in procrastination / not working effectively n thus suffering the consequence of no. 1.

the vicious cycle goes on.. n on.. n on..

MS test on mon. yikes.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

:S

i cant help it but i currently feel like i just bought tickets to enter the gates of doom.

finals in 5 wks. ok dun even talk about finals. 2 formatives in a month's time.

but i jumped into so many commitments that's going 2 rob me of my study time n i dunno how i'm, going 2 just survive the next 1 month.

logic says
a) drop some commitments or
b) believe u will be able to study like crazy if u plan ur time well and persevere.

i cant do either 1.

i cant let go of any commitments. feels terrible. n well yeah, i just cant. hav debate, eamsc paper, eamsc acad work.

but at the same time, i cant think how i'm going 2 get thru evting n stil hav enough time to study. at least properly. it's the 1st time i cant finish a module within the module itself.

*very stressed*very, very, very, very..............

isit like an end-of-1st-semester syndrome or wad. last yr it was royals. tho i survived that, i cant say that was as bad as this.

oh noooooooooooooooooooooo..................................... i need a miracle.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

early surprises!

a myriad of lovely surprises :P

lovely earrings from pei sun.


guess wads in the bag?

it's red. it's furry. it's.....

HeiTauSar for the irony of it.
i love it!!! it has a weird grin that can be inferred as either a potentially happy / cheerful grin or a plain evil 1. wahaha. thank you u guys!!! awesome debaters.

a small doooOOOOOOdolls (dunno y so many ooOOs) booklet that came along w it said there're 2 monster versions that look like this. this 1's called Reddish twin. supposedly Fastest Talker (1000 words per minute). has a Sunny twin that's yellow w a red heart who's a mind reader. owh dear i sound like a dooooOOOOOOOooooooodoll freak now ahah.

n to wrap things up i got this too! simply practical and lovely! :D i appreciate the time spent choosing the right design n mind boggling thoughts of what would suit the wearer best. ;)

n nearly had a heart attack when i opened Cher's card.

hw often d u get season greeting cards nowadays! hehe. Cher u meant it to look like ketupat right? :D a combi of love n effort put in by sum1 who reli cares. nothing is more heart warming than that. :P