Wednesday, June 23, 2010

GIT

i need more


Indigestion, colicky thoughts, constipated ideas, altered actions that differ from the heart.

there is no way, no way at all (in my opinion lar i think i could be simply exaggerating) any medical student can excel without
-the guts to ask what they think are stupid questions
-the guts to overcome inferiority complex
-the guts to appear dumb
-the guts to persist even though u noe u're gonna face rejection
-the guts to call doctors even though u anticipate being yelled at or getting a reli annoyed answer
-the guts to try out new things even though it means being ridiculed when making mistakes and looking reli bad in front of patients

becz everyone starts out from somewhere. n we need an essense of humility to overcome that pride in us that doesnt want to face embarrassment or humiliation or unpleasantness.

i need an extra dose of guts. i'm not there yet. i stil hesitate when i contemplate the chances of looking bad in front of others. but then again. its a personal feeling of insecurity. come to think of it, no one is going to rmb your mistake or your face for that matter. patients come in n out of wards all the time. they're like hundreds of students n nurses dun bother rmbering ur names or how u look like. its a place whr ppl are stil forgiving when u make mistakes n ask dumb questions. n yeah. thr's an advantage of being a student who is still learning.

'it may be my fault but pls forgive me bcz i'm still learning *kesian look*' n u kinda get away w it. if not for that day, the next day is a brand new day.

hrm yeah. i guess.

How far can your guts take you?

How far u want ur guts to take you.

*rats what am i doing here??? i'm suppose to be studying!! *groans

1 comment:

Xu Vin said...

oh no this isnt a emo post. i've had 2 ppl asking me not to be emo. just a shout out on a not-so-good day. bt things move on n get better :)