14 Feb 2009

I finally found the time 2 pen down sth here.

More like, I am free to sit down n relax n study sth fresh now bt I tink I will blog 1^st. hehe.

1) There was a time I was pondering about how balance is directly proportional to happiness. How we balance between:
- optimism n pessimism.
- Guilt n ignorance.
- Satisfaction n perfection.
- Talking n listening.

If we can determine the amount of balance between each of those 2 that is needed to derive happiness, will it be possible 2 be happy all the time.

N if we constantly cant get the balance -à mood swings! Ahhaah.

But of course due to our humanly nature of kepo-ness, inability to make good judgements all the time, the need for company etc etc we dun find ourselves in the balance all the time. To a certain extent, we are reliant on others to shift our balance equilibrium.

Whn I switched on m laptop dis morning, this appeared.

bcz the calendar on the top right of my screen is red in colour, (yeah well red is RELI eye catching wad I where got so free go notice the date 1) I couldn’t help noticing the date. Haha!

Last night on the way between Times Square walking towards Lau Yat Plaza (if I’m spelling dat correctly) we passed by rose, balloon vendors for the very last minute boyfriends n girlfriends who din hav time2 pick up sth 4 their special 1s. ponders. Being single good wad. No commitments, free and unattached. Ponders. got partner also good wad. Dasar Kependudukan Malaysia wants 70 mil Malaysians. Wahaha

N my bro told me how a form 5 friend got an Adidas cologne, Converse & Bodyglove shirts from a girl. Talk about parental financial control… (I not jealous laaa… hahahaha)

Enough of that,

KTSN (my hostel) is now OUT OF WATER!!!!

Dis morn, i woke up at 5, 6 & 7am due to unbearable mosquito bites.

At 8am, a church fren called to ask if I’m going 4 prayer meeting. Whoops…. I replied most likely not n fainted back 2 sleep.

At 9am, another call. I woke up. Went 2 shower n brush my teeth. To my utter excitement!! NO WATER!!! Omgosh omgosh omgosh dat is the coolest thing / crisis that could ever happen in KTSN…

- Maybe the water bills went to floor tiling.
- Maybe the principle had enuf of us.
- Maybe it’s Msia’s version of Spore’s Defense Day model. (they cut off water n electric supply, jack up food price to 5 times, n get the café to sell only tapioca n salt n white porridge which they purposely cook it 2 be burnt/ oversalty in schs)
- Maybe it’s time we go on a WATER STRIKE!!!

Ok since I’m suppose 2 study I might as well put in some unintelligent academic bits random stuff here.
- It’s Saturday… I miss debate practice…
- I succumbed to peer pressure n went 2 Chillies last last wed n succumbed to peer pressure AGAIN to buy a Puteri Gunung Ledang musical ticket even tho my 1^st response to ‘Do you wana get the PGL ticket?” was “HAHH??? PGL???? Since whn u’re interested in Malay Musicals????” dun ask how much it was. Lol.
- I felt so guilty for not studying hard enough previously dat on Wed night I vowed to start studying again on Fri night after the formative n finish mind mapping all my lecture notes that wkend. On thurs, I succumbed to my lazy nature n dismissed the whole idea of studying on Fri. talk about guilt. Lol.
- In Sem 1 I was aiming for As in formative but now I feel dat I’m not. Wad is wrong w me??!!
- I hv been missing church for too long I need to get back!! Spiritually quite lifeless now. Sigh.
- In short, I shud study more laaa… n get back spiritual strength!

Happy Valentine’s Day! Lalala…